A Cozy Night In

I lie in bed and stare at my ceiling. The poster of a children’s show that was recently re-added to my watch list, the cover protector of my favorite book, the paper-mache dragon tail made for a Halloween costume. All gently illuminated by the soft glow of an LED strand, hooked to form several loops above my head.

I am surrounded by stuffed friends to place-hold for the real ones who have scattered across the state. Although only toys, these have almost as much personality: the giraffe with his homebody spirit, ready for a lifetime of staying in after his time lost on a bike trail. The bear, three feet tall, who always has an ear to lend. The rice-stuffed bunny and his adventurous heart, who follows me everywhere that I might need his warmth.

At the end of my bed, atop the dresser, the filter of my aquarium provides an easy hum. The two goldfish congregate at the surface, searching for their dinner. Soon they will gather at the corner of the tank to beg more obviously for the container of fish food.

The smell of lavender still lingers from my recently burnt-out candle. By morning, the scent will again be replaced by the musty perfume of dried flowers, which decorate every surface and overflow two vases.

This is where I find peace. Within the shield of good memories, rising from every memento along the wall. Snuggled in among my most unwavering companions. Showered in the mild lights that allow my eyes to rest.